photo by Howard Schatz

head first

diving in

feel it crawl across my body

this new sensation

eyes wide open

deeper i fall until

the point i’ve reached

i cannot turn back

this Body is home now

i say a prayer

and breathe

lungs fill with it

stinging

not pain

just…

different

my being is drenched

logged and heavy

yet i’m weightless

floating

flying

moving with ease previously unknown

effortless

is this what it is

?

once its consumed me

taken my lungs

consumed my heart

weighed down every part

drowned.

first new breath

i take with through my fingertips

i am reborn

as part of it

as one with it

fluidly

faithfully

inexplicably

happily

drowned

in love.