No matter how badly you want something
No matter how much you dream of it
Plan for it
Work for it
Beg for it…
You just won’t get it.
Someone once said that failure is life’s way of pointing you in another direction.
I’m not exactly sure how that applies in my situation.
I’m not exactly sure of a lot of things anymore.
What I do know, and what I am sure of, though, is that I quit. I’ve officially abandoned that effort. I don’t have it in me to continue and I am unwilling to she’d another tear or pray another prayer for it. I grieved it. May it rest in peace in the graveyard of broken childhood dreams and fairy tales.