Every part of me is in pain. My physical body remains scarred and healing not just from its past violations, but from ongoing deficiencies. My mental anguish keeps a tight grip on my spine keeping me bent, back to the sun. Oh how I crave my face bathed in light! Spiritually, I remain faithful. I trust in your timing and believe without hesitation that all I’ve come to lose had to be lost in service of my evolution. I trust always in your purpose for my life.
God I wish I had the same unwavering faith in myself.